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Offline Optix

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Tragedy?
« on: December 14, 2007, 01:24:08 AM »
Ok guys,

Here I am for probably the last time. To make a long story short, my Mum died last Wednesday. Now my dad my girlfriend my sister and me are going to travel all around the world. To get some disatraction, thats what she always wanted us to do. Im going to Paris this night, and I hope you guys understand that I wont go on Acidmods anymore, we are going to travel for around 1 year, so maybe after all this sh*t Ill come back.

Further I want to make something clear, as some of you know ive been selling some parts on the forum. Ive sended it to the customers weeks ago, some have received it, some haven't. I am very sorry for you guys that haven't received it, When I got the time and money etc.. I will try to sort the things out, but atm I just can't. My days are looking like thsi now: Crying crying thinking crying crying , and no sleeping ore what so ever. I hope you guys can understand that, and as said before, I am very sorry for that but I will come back to solve it, but dont expect it on short time.

Also some guys know I was modding a DS and a PSP Slim & Lite, well the ds looks like this now:



I dont got pictures of hte psp , but I got the following stuff installed and it was almost done, but Its in a dark corner of my room atm.

- LED Fader
- Sound Chip
- Dual Nub's (Razor2)
- Carbon Case

The case wasnt done yet, but it should be next week altough Ive canceled it during my trip. The fading leds were orange and could be turned on.off with the wifi switch, the sound reactive leds were blue and could be turned on/off with the hold switch, and the dual nub was soldered directly to the motherboard.

Anyway enough talking, Im gonna get my clothes.

I want to special thank some guys on this forum for always being awesome, namely

*Fufa
F00 f00
Neubit (love you dude)
Cyberpyrot
Robin
Sim

Thanks for the amazing time on this forum's. I will come back, I promise, but I dont know when...
- Ruben.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #1 on: December 14, 2007, 01:28:37 AM »
Jezus man.....i just don't know what to say.
I am seriously shocked...If you need help with something just contact me and ill help you.

IDK if i can ask but hwo did she die?

ruber, dit is echt kut voor je man ik weet gewoon niet wat ik moet zeggen. Ik heb dit bij mn vriend meegemaakt dus ik weet een beetje hoe je je voeld.....gecondoleerd. man dit komt hard aan.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #2 on: December 14, 2007, 01:35:53 AM »
whats with the question mark, thats a terrible tragedy, no questions asked  :cry2:

im sorry that fader i sent never got to you  :cry2:

Have a good trip to clear your head bro  :cry2:

My best wishes to you and your family in your time of need  :sadno:
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #3 on: December 14, 2007, 01:36:35 AM »
Damn... sorry to hear about your mum man. 

Hope things get better and have a fun trip around the world.  Although for some reason it sounds like her death was anticipated.  She wasn't sick was she?
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #4 on: December 14, 2007, 03:34:27 AM »
Wow, sorry for your loss.  As you know this is going to be the hardest part so look foward to the happy days ahead and remember the happy times of the past!  Hope to see you around here some time...
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #5 on: December 14, 2007, 04:34:07 AM »
I'm not going to try and pretend that I know what you're going through but just do as Reaper said. Remember the happy times and hopefully things will get better.

We will all miss you though...
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #6 on: December 14, 2007, 04:38:00 AM »
ok man go make the best of it cant wait to have u back
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #7 on: December 14, 2007, 04:49:31 AM »
Thanks guys, you rock! And I'll try to make the best of it ofcourse. Well this are my last words on this forum for a while, so quote them for months untill I am back!

oh yeah, if youre looking for Cyber's Pink underwear, I still got it ,along with f00f00's blue bra and 10 beardhairs.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #8 on: December 14, 2007, 06:08:36 AM »
Man... good luck. Im sure I speak for everyone where when I say we'll miss you dearly, I loved your work personally, one of my top favs =) I know what your going through and just try not to let it eat you up inside for too long, just learn to cherish the things around you morn, the family you have, but never forget the past. As I said, good luck and we'll miss you. I can't wait to see you back man, marking the days on my calendar already... If you need anything were here for you, were not all lil boys who know nothing =P (thats you fufa!)
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #9 on: December 14, 2007, 07:50:12 AM »
Quote from: Takahashi on December 14, 2007, 06:08:36 AM
Man... good luck. Im sure I speak for everyone where when I say we'll miss you dearly, I loved your work personally, one of my top favs =) I know what your going through and just try not to let it eat you up inside for too long, just learn to cherish the things around you morn, the family you have, but never forget the past. As I said, good luck and we'll miss you. I can't wait to see you back man, marking the days on my calendar already... If you need anything were here for you, were not all lil boys who know nothing =P (thats you fufa!)

Thank you >__>


This...kinda goes hard to my heart now knowing you won't be here for a year, a full year without awptix... man... enjoy the time..

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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #10 on: December 14, 2007, 08:20:59 AM »
im sorry for your loss man and hope you try to enjoy yourself one your journey
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #11 on: December 14, 2007, 12:06:26 PM »
sorry for your loss man, hope to see you back soon
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #12 on: December 14, 2007, 01:04:51 PM »
Damn,I'm so sorry,I wish there was something we could do,but I guess all I can say is,Hope it gets better,make the best of your life while your away,and most of all have fun on your journey.Goodbye Optix,hope to see you next year.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #13 on: December 14, 2007, 01:13:25 PM »
stop by dallas man
ill make u meal to forget all about the past
m sorry for ur loss
i would basicaly go it to a state of nothing nes for a few yrs if that :censored: happened to me
or id go crazy
i am truly realy srry man
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #14 on: December 14, 2007, 11:12:54 PM »
Sorry for your loss.... but make sure you enjoy your traveling  :yess:
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #15 on: December 15, 2007, 02:16:30 AM »
my mother died during childbirth of me and my twin brother so i never really got to know her,but i can identify with what your going through,have a cool trip dude!
« Last Edit: December 15, 2007, 02:39:21 PM by ryan0 »
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #16 on: December 15, 2007, 03:25:48 AM »
sorry for your loss mate, enjoy ur travels  :victory:
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #17 on: December 15, 2007, 11:14:44 AM »
very sorry man :(
u will get past it tho

well its a long time before he gets back but wile he is gone lets think of a party we could have wen he gets back :tup:
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #18 on: December 15, 2007, 01:23:16 PM »
Oh man.... Sorry for ur loss....
keep up and enjoy ur travels :yess:
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #19 on: December 15, 2007, 01:28:22 PM »
Optix Man,  I'm sorry to hear about what happened..  I know you can make it through this whole thing..  Try and remember that no one ever wants you to shut down completely.  They'd want you to live your life to the Fullest..

I'll quote Metal Gear Solid here:

"You mustn't allowed yourself to be chained to fate... to be ruled
by your genes. Humans can choose the type of life they want to live.
The important thing is that you choose life... And then... live!"

You are in my prayers bro..  Farewell
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #20 on: December 15, 2007, 01:30:16 PM »
Sorry Man.

Hope you have an amazing trip, your qoutes going in My sig till ya get back...
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #21 on: December 15, 2007, 01:32:43 PM »
Sorry for your loss
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #22 on: December 17, 2007, 06:37:38 PM »
Sry for your loss optix
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #23 on: December 18, 2007, 06:03:54 AM »
Optix, I'm really sorry. I've been away and xion just showed me this thread. I don't know what it's like to lose someone like that and I can't imagine what it's like for you. I hope your travels will distract you in some way and you have to help your dad get through this just like he has to help you. I'm sorry. We all hope that you come back. See you soon.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #24 on: December 22, 2007, 07:56:08 AM »
tragedy?

why do i not believe this??


optix said he is going to travel around the world and that he left thesame night

then why is he still online @ msn everyday
and changing his status to @ school or something else

can someone explain this?
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #25 on: December 22, 2007, 08:01:57 AM »
Quote from: DubbleDutch on December 22, 2007, 07:56:08 AM
tragedy?

why do i not believe this??


optix said he is going to travel around the world and that he left thesame night

then why is he still online @ msn everyday
and changing his status to @ school or something else

can someone explain this?

Lolwut? He's never online for me.
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #26 on: December 22, 2007, 09:03:36 AM »
Quote from: *FuFa on December 22, 2007, 08:01:57 AM
Lolwut? He's never online for me.

he is online for me

he must have blocked you guys but forgot to block me
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #27 on: December 22, 2007, 09:26:23 AM »
Quote from: DubbleDutch on December 22, 2007, 09:03:36 AM
he is online for me

he must have blocked you guys but forgot to block me

Message him : D
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #28 on: December 22, 2007, 04:29:44 PM »
i really hope this isnt true that he is just trying to scam his way out of the site
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Re: Tragedy?
« Reply #29 on: December 22, 2007, 07:19:01 PM »
Awptix wasn't like that

he must have had a good reason

like, he may have not wanted to talk to people in his travels so he blocked those that he would be most likely to talk to.

i seriousyl doubt he would invent his mothers death
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