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Google for the Wiki pages on various topics, you will learn all you need to.Concerned with your other comment - - to love a physical object you don't understand or comprehend more than your real birth mother, either means you are an idiot for saying something like that and doing so for effect and attention, or there is something seriously wrong with her (child abuser, alcoholic, never home, in prison, etc). I guess the first option is maybe more the case? She is the only mother you will get, perhaps if you gave her more respect and affection she might feel better about you too??