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Re: why?
« Reply #30 on: March 19, 2009, 09:04:54 AM »
NO NO NO! There is nothing wrong with you, sure plenty of people could have saved him, but there is no use in dwelling on it.  Thinking about what you could have done is just going to make you feel worse.  He was the only one involved in making his decision and no one else. 

Please do not blame yourself, there is only one person to blame and he is gone now.  Dwelling on what could've gone differently will not help the healing process at all.  Hang in there man, these will be some difficult days to come.


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Re: why?
« Reply #31 on: March 19, 2009, 09:05:35 AM »
man, don't worry yourself over it now. When a person is distressed or in shock/panic its really difficult to think straight. Sometimes you just forget the obvious.....
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Re: why?
« Reply #32 on: March 19, 2009, 09:13:32 AM »
thanks guys... its just that i know 911 is there and forgetting it is like forgetting the grass is green...

i know its not good to dwell on it but its just a big GOD DAMNIT! situation for me...

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Re: why?
« Reply #33 on: March 19, 2009, 09:20:28 AM »
just try to forget it. You really can't do anything now. Now you'll never forget it again.....
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #34 on: March 19, 2009, 09:25:09 AM »
yeah... still kinda expect a text or something from him saying that it was all a joke...

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Re: why?
« Reply #35 on: March 19, 2009, 09:34:24 AM »
Well whatever you do, hang in and don't blame yourself.

Everyone forgets everything. I do especially.

If there's anything you feel you should do, it's try to comfort your sister, and DON'T mention anything about being able to prevent something.

I had a friend commit suicide actually about a year ago this month....

She was driven to it by some [insert many long irritating colourful words] jerkwad of a guy over the internet.

Comfort your sister. You both need it.

And we're all here for ya.

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Re: why?
« Reply #36 on: March 19, 2009, 09:39:06 AM »
yes you should go and comfort your sister and then come back to your nice big virtual family which is always there for you  :)
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #37 on: March 19, 2009, 06:11:30 PM »
she went to the hospital...

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Re: why?
« Reply #38 on: March 19, 2009, 06:16:31 PM »
don't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault. He thought it was the only solution, but it wasn't

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Re: why?
« Reply #39 on: March 19, 2009, 09:48:11 PM »
now the anger is setting in

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Re: why?
« Reply #40 on: March 19, 2009, 10:02:30 PM »
is your sister feeling any better ? Its alright to be angry, what he did was very stupid and selfish.
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #41 on: March 19, 2009, 11:41:03 PM »
idk... she isnt home...

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Re: why?
« Reply #42 on: March 22, 2009, 01:30:53 AM »
the funeral is tomorrow...

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Re: why?
« Reply #43 on: March 22, 2009, 05:14:03 AM »
i hope you are going
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #44 on: March 22, 2009, 05:44:26 AM »
oh hellz yeah!!!

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Re: why?
« Reply #45 on: March 22, 2009, 06:02:56 AM »
thats good. Ur sis, she still in the hospital ?
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #46 on: March 22, 2009, 07:58:12 PM »
nah... she is out and was there... his parents are gonna give me his guitar... they are REALLY nice people ^_^ i wish i couldve met them under different circumstances... glad to have met them at all though ^_^

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Re: why?
« Reply #47 on: March 22, 2009, 08:06:30 PM »
omg, if i just glance over this page really fast, it looks like a octa post. someone else than news team post here!
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Re: why?
« Reply #48 on: March 22, 2009, 11:08:52 PM »
@ sniper- the news team guys stick together :) lol
  you look like a carrot.
My nickname at school is carrot cake, because i can't get tan. I get orange. and my face is shaped like a carrot. And i make a mean carrot cake.

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Re: why?
« Reply #49 on: March 23, 2009, 12:16:45 AM »
:censored: Man.. I Have Just found Out My Friends Dad Hung Himself Last Night...  :fear:

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