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Really :censored:ing pissing me off, because my little retarded brother who is only 2 years younger than me is still a little :censored:ing baby who cant take care of himself, i have to :censored:ing look after him all day while my parents are out of work, and im just forced to do choirs and fix the house while there gone like a :censored:ing maid/builder, yet I dont even get pocket money...Last year around this time they were trying to get me outgoing because of my depression, but now they suddenly turn around and tell me to get back in my :censored:ing roomIve had it, I somehow smashed my wall with my fist and now theres blood on my :censored:ing wall
Tell them to off, maybe not those exact words...but you know what I meanIve had to deal with this kind of stuff, I just dont do it and say i will
I know how you feel dude. My parents are always away from home so I have to watch my little brother all week. Sometimes even sunday. What do I get in repay? Well I get to give any money I might have to my dad so that" he can put it in my bank account" Ha. More like his pocket. I had $1,000 at christmas and I have $600 in there now.
:'( I still love you man, and that's all that matters.
lol, when I hit the walls with my body, the walls break... =D
Being the middle sibling must mean I dont matter
Thanks for all your help guys, but right now, i feel like im just a waste of space, time and money
I have never kissed a girlI have double vision because of self harmI have never had a proper girlfriendI havent gone out with friends in like 2 years nowI hate my familyI think about suicide everydayI cut/burn myselfI pretend to everybody im fine
I want to have a life, I want to have a childhood, i want to aspire, but I dont know what to do, ive tried hanging around different people, tried hanging around girls, but in school theres like 3 girls per 30 boys etc